Saturday, May 4, 2013

A Heart’s Forgotten Desire

A Life Lesson Learned in a Miata Convertible.


People always take notice of my Mazda Miata. What they don’t know is the story behind how I came to own this white sports car.

You see, I’d always viewed a convertible as a wealthy man’s indulgence. However, within three months my point of view would change forever.


My baby! I just sold her today. We had a good run while it lasted.


Shortly after moving to Florida, my PT Cruiser’s warranty expired. I knew I didn’t want to shell out the full cost of unexpected repairs, so I prayed for divine help in finding another car.

A vehicle with good gas mileage was important to me. After researching cars on the internet, I set my sights on a Volkswagen Jetta, and then test drove one. I also wanted to check out a Hyundai because of its gas mileage. However, I knew from the Jetta excursion that the best way to avoid vulture-like salesmen was to window shop after the dealerships closed.

Upon pulling into a Hyundai dealership late one evening, a flirty red Miata caught my eye. Bewildered as to why a Mazda was on a Hyundai car lot, I soon realized they sold both brands. I compared the sticker prices and features on several different makes and models, but sensed a Miata was the car for me.

The next night I had a few hours to test drive cars before a meeting. A salesman listened to my specifications and took me to test drive a Hyundai as well as a Miata. Then he led me to a Mazda RX-8. As I drove that sports car, he highlighted its features with more gusto than those of the Hyundai or the Miata. The two main things he emphasized were its rotary engine and power. I listened to his sales pitch, then left for my meeting.

After arriving at work the following morning, I told my coworker about the test drives. Her husband wanted to sell his RX-8, so arrangements were made to check out his car later that evening. As her spouse navigated me through the streets of our town, he gave his opinion on the pros and cons of the RX-8. The two features he touted were the same ones the salesman highlighted—the rotary engine and power.

Now totally confused, I decided to call my brother-in-law who is an engineer and knows all about rotary engines. The Miata’s gas mileage perked my interest even though he kept emphasizing the power of the RX-8. Upon hearing a third guy underscore this power attribute, I knew the RX-8 was a man’s car.

However, I was still uncertain as to which car to buy. Both test drives in a RX-8 left me with reservations about buying the Miata. The conversation with my brother-in-law didn’t bolster my confidence either. My confusion boiled down to doubt. Was I discerning correctly what was placed on my heart about buying a Miata? Or was I supposed to pay attention to the opinions of three men?

That night I got on my knees and asked for a sign about which vehicle to buy. I climbed into bed, and then picked up a magazine from my nightstand. As I thumbed through the pages, an excerpt for a mystery novel caught my eye. Within ten minutes I read about a woman who had just been followed by another car while driving her Mazda Miata.

Wow! Awestruck! Speechless!

Those three words described my reaction to how quickly that prayer was answered. I turned off the light to go to sleep, giddy about the car I would eventually buy.

I arrived at the dealership the next morning and informed the salesman the Miata was the one for me. He questioned my choice. I told him how three different men used the word power as a reason to buy the RX-8.

“As a woman I don’t care about power,” I said. “I just want the cute little Miata.”

I left the dealership that sunny day seated behind the wheel of my brand new Mazda Miata convertible.

Jaws drop whenever I relay how fast I was given a sign. Those same people think the tale is over until I say, “But that’s not the end of the story.”

Three months later in April 2007, I made a trip to visit my aunt on the west coast of Florida. An hour into the drive I stopped and opened my convertible top. Once back on the road, I loaded a CD in the CD player. Immediately, I remembered an event from five years earlier in the summer of 2002.

That summer, my two teenagers and I took a driving trip to visit my cousin in Eugene, Oregon. After our stay was over, we drove south along the Oregon coast. Craggy rock formations jutting out of the Pacific Ocean took my breath away. The majestic giants of the Redwood National Forest had a gentle, calming effect. After seeing these and other sites, we headed toward the California wine country.

Passing through Napa Valley, I said to my sleepy teenagers, “Wake up! You’re missing the most beautiful country in the world. Look at all these vineyards and rolling hills.”

However, my attempts failed at keeping them awake, so I enjoyed the breathtaking drive by myself as I listened to a CD.

Spellbound by the panoramic view, I said out loud, “God, it sure would be nice to listen to this music while driving a convertible.”

That statement was quickly forgotten. I never thought about that short, one-way conversation again. That is, not until five years later while driving my Miata on the opposite side of the United States and listening to that same CD.

Psalm 37:4 says, “Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart.”

God does keep His promises found in the Bible. He gave me a desire of my heart—a convertible—all because I was blown away by the music and landscape He created.

During that drive across Florida all those years later, I learned why it’s imperative to heed divine nudges. If I had bought the RX-8, I wouldn't have had a convertible as a way for the Lord to grant a desire of my heart. And I would have missed fresh insight about judging someone else’s motives.

I finally understood that a person’s actions can be divinely inspired... just like mine.

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